16 June 2009

I still haven't forgotten

How can I keep from singing?: Should be nine
So - tomorrow should be Nathan's ninth birthday.

Last year I decided I just needed to let it go by. This year - pretty much the same. It is still too painful to plan to "celebrate" it in any way. We were in Hilton Head last year so it was a bit easier to let it go. This weekend I kept thinking about how we might have been having his party.


2 comments:

PookieMD said...

Shadowfax, you're breaking my heart. I'm thinking that you are referring to your son. Go easy today--this is a wound that won't heal, only scar over.

shadowfax said...

Not my son, Luke & Susan's. (There's a link to her blog.)

Still, thanks for the kind thoughts.